ready...steady...GO!!!

sister is back!! [this post has way too many side comments..]

2005-05-31T23:20:00.000+08:00

tadaima!!! my sister came back from singapore today. and why am i so happy that she's back?? [she usually takes away the computer from me, she hogs the bathroom at times.. etc...] here's the story

we went to the airport waaayy.. to early. her plane arrives at 1:10 we were there by 12:00.. imagine the painstaking ordeal i'm in.. [waiting.. hot... sweaty... sleepy... tired feet... aching back.. T-T *shuriken: stop over acting!* *myself: gomen gomen ne!! suman de gozaru yo!!*] then her plane arrives!! [yey!] but then we wait another 30 or so minutes [..T-T..] and i think i saw a former classmate of mine.. Gabriel Yeung.. though i'm not sure it was him.. but it sure looked a lot like him *blink blink*. anyway back to the story.. she came [finally..] telling me she has a surprise for me. i immediately answered "L'Arc"?? she said.. "marami pa!" i said "wai!!! gimme your bag!!!" she says "later :P".. [T-T]

then we go to Duty Free. [i got a $40 bag..=) wai!!!] and then shopping blah blah...

my mom planned to go to this 'Little Tokyo' in Makati.. we got lost and everything [imagine driving for about 3 hours just looking for that LITTLE hellhole...] then we found it! we expected it to be nice since it was nice in the States. then it proves that it is a little hellhole!! there is nothing there! only restaurants.. the consolation is that we got to eat KOBE BEEF... heheh!!

then finally we went home.. guess what sis brought back..

plus 4 Saiyuki reload manga, 1 pokemon manga, a Full Metal Alchemist Photobook, 1 ROY MUSTANG keychain [exclusively for me!], and an Ayumi Hamasaki "My Story" CD.. turns out there is a Kinokuniya store in Singapore [so i wanna go to Singapore.. no need for visa applications!!^^

what a way to end a day!

Ja matta ne!!

-mazohyst-
The Rain Leaves A Scar

the late judgement..

2005-05-27T22:23:00.000+08:00

yeah.. it's again about american idol.. i'm a day late..

why carrie???? why why why???

still BO is my american idol..

BO BICE IS MY AMERICAN IDOL

ROCK RULES

what a day!!!!... and a sorry to HIM.. hope you read it

2005-05-27T21:45:00.000+08:00

This is one of the happiest things that happened to me this summer. i just came home from myka's party though i have to say i wanted more. i never realized that i missed my batch mates so much even if i'm not that close to all of them.

today macky came to my house. he played with the computer's Garage Band for a while and the song he ended up making was so funny. man. he even recorded his own voice and it became part of the song. we went to school right after for an ACP meeting. oh yes and the meeting was VERY fruitful. we talked about well... NOTHING! it was a stupid waste of time though i got to see Janica for the first time this summer.

we then headed to Myka's house on convoy (kuya jere followed us). i forgot to mention that her birthday was yesterday but she celebrated it today. it was a very eventful... uhh... event..=) i met some batchmates like jeca, gemma, anj, clang, kuya, myka, gino, nico, troy, megan, mark and a bunch more. i'd be filling up this whole page if i'd mention all of them. we talked a lot about... well.. things. like what happened, where have you been, what've you've been up to.. and stuff like that. it's also the first time i drank a glass of red wine.. by myself. i don't know why i did it.=) and NEWSFLASH!! only two of us didn't take review classes for entrance exams... uh-oh.. but i'll still believe in what ate j, macky and juya jere says.."walang kwenta naman yang mga review classes na yan, sayang lang sa pera."

oh-oh.. and myka is such a good singe, guitarist and song writer.. i lovce her original song.. can't wait til it airs on MYX.. (hoping that tito raffy will keep his word that we'll appear on the music video... hehe.. joke...)

and i've just heard that... tagalugin ko na nga.. mahirap na iexplain. nagtampo daw sa akin si AJ. d daw kasi ako nagrereply sa mga messages nya. di ko rin naman kasalanan yun kasi:
1. don't have load!
2. nasa province
3. wala akong mahiraman ng cel. lahat ng tao...uhh.. "out of reach..." hehe corny pero totoo!!

gusto ko magsori kaso... di ko lang alam kung paano sasabihin.. kaya sana kung mabasa mo to.. sori.. di ko sinasadya... love you.. advanced happy birthday na rin.. bukas na pala yun..=)

-mazohyst-
The rain leaves (more than) a Scar...

updates...^^

2005-05-25T14:08:00.000+08:00

i have 2 major reasons why i cant update this blog...
1. i'm almost never home (that is.. here in QC)
2. my iMac G4 broke down and now im currently using my sister's ultra slow laptop.

by the way my sister is in singapore right now.. hope she's having a great time there.
oh yeah.. and it's just now that i've revisited the larc forum and i finally saw laruku's new album cover (wai!!!)

they are oh so cute!!!

oh yeah.. updates..
2 days ago, i hiked in our province with my family to this beautiful hidden waterfall. it's still "virgin". it was a long and tiring hike but, man, it was so worth it!.. but to this day, my legs still hurt (didn't get to stretch coz i didn't expect it to be so tiring unlike the other hikes i've been through.

i kind of forgot what i did the other days.. stupid short term memory..
im also excited this friday since i get to see some of my batchmates and hopefully classmates. i never thought i'd say this but man.. i wish school arrives sooner! ^^

-mazohyst-
The Rain Leaves a Scar

i'm back... AGAIN..

2005-05-03T14:51:00.000+08:00

i'm a bit tired from goig back and forth to the province.. i'm already dark... again. it's a goo thing uncle nagashima enjoyed his stay there. we also bought a puppy!! but its not for us..T-T.. it's a thank you gift for uncle.. i'm really not in the mood to update today so... Ja ne..=)

--mazohyst--
the rain leaves a scar

wHaT is wR0ng wiTh AmEriCa???

2005-04-28T20:38:00.000+08:00

come on!!! they voted out constantine maroulis. who would want that to happen??! he is practically one of the best singers that the show ever had.. they've done this twice in a row first removing anwar.. and now him??? i was disappointed when they removed nikko smith but this is so d*mned different right now... SCOTT should be the one removed or CARRIE... they want an american idol.. he's the one! darn them.. (1) he can adapt to any genre (2) he is talented (3) he rocks (4) he has one of the best voices in the competition (6) he has the most female fans (5) he's cute...

after all that i'm now going for Bo Bice and Vonzelle and Anthony... then americans are complete idiots

That's Constantine.. One of the best bets for American Idol..

--mazohyst--
化けろ！

survey..

2005-04-28T17:24:00.000+08:00

nothing really happened today, just edited my blog...=) and took this survey...

About Me Personality Test
Created by jeffq1985 and taken 58442 times on bzoink!
What is your name?	Gabelle
How old are you?	15
When is your Birthday?	11.04.1989
What is your zodiac sign?	Scorpio
Where were you born?	Philippines
Where do you live now?	Philippines
What color eyes do you have?	dark dark dark brown
What color hair do you have?	dark dark brown
How tall are you?	5"2
How much do you weigh? (Be Honest Ladies)	haven't checked lately...about 90-98 lbs
What is your race?	Filipino with a hint of Spanish..=)
What is your worst fear?	cockroaches...apocalypse
Do you smoke?	no
Do you drink?	no
Do you cuss?	sometimes
Do you use drugs?	i use LEGAL drugs..
Have you ever or will you ever steal?	i did.. though not a serious case.. i was younger then
Are you dependable and/or trustworthy?	it depends on my mood
Do you play in a band or play an instrument?	drums
Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings?	no.. henna tattoo yep
If you had a favorite serial killer who would it be?	dunno anyone..
Do you suffer from depression disorder?	haven't yet
If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be?	anytime while i'm sleeping
Have you ever tried to commit suicide?	no
Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else?	to myself..yes
What subculture do you belong too?	Filipino-Spanish
Are you evil?	maybe...
Do you believe that you can be possesed?	anyone can.. i just don't want to
Are you a paranoid person?	yes
Do you ever get jealous of somebody else?	yes
Are you obsessive and/or compulsive?	sometimes
Are you a violent person?	depends
Do you take your anger out on other people?	no.. i keep it to myself..
Do you blame other people for your mistakes?	at times..
What is your favorite game?	RPG games
What is your favorite movie?	Moon Child
Who is your favorite band?	L'Arc~en~Ciel
What is your favorite song?	New World
What kind of books and/or magazines do you read?	Fiction
What is your favorite color?	Red
What is your favorite food?	Kobe Beef
What is your favorite drink?	h20
Do you own a pari of converse?	yep
Do you own a pair of dickies?	nope
Would you ever kill yourself or someone else?	no
Are you a virgin?	yes
Are you kinky?	what?
Do you like biting?	biting what??
Do you masturbate?	hell no...
Do you watch pornography?	no
Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color?	i want to
Have you ever shaved your head in a socially unacceptable way?	no
Are you hyper active person?	depends
Are you religious?	sort of..
Do you have any self inflicted scars?	nope
Does pain turn you on?	no
Do you stand for originality and creativity?	dunno
Do you like meeting new people?	depends
What do you like most about life?	blessings
What do you dislike most about life?	temptation
Do you believe in love at first fright?	no
Have you ever pierced a body part yourself?	no
Have you ever had to beg for dinner money?	no
Do you own a car?	i want to.. but not yet.. but i soon will
Have you been to jail, yet?	no
Are your clothes held together with safety pins?	no
Do you have actual scars from punk rock shows?	no
Have you ever vomit while making out?	eeeww... no!!
Have you held a job for less than a day?	no
Do you own more than two pair of jeans?	yes
Have you ever had to fuck stuff up for no good reason?	no
Have you ever been kicked out of your parents house?	no
Have you ever been fired from your job because of your attitude?	never had a job
Does the world piss you off?	at times yes
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sayounara for now... i'll be back next week.. i'll be in puerto for the next 4 days...

--mazohyst--
The Rain Leaves a Scar

tHis daY and yEsteRday...

2005-04-27T17:30:00.000+08:00

yesterday, we had company... and its been a long time since i saw my closest friend.. KUYA!!! if you don't know who my kuya is, he's Charls. and he just came back from the encampment in batangas and he's dark.. and thinner.. and according to him, he now has his neck. Pancho also came by yesterday.. and we went crazy (that includes my older sister). too bad we had a brown out yesterday. i never realized how much i miss my friends since im always cooped up at home and sitting in front of this computer or i've been taken away to an island called Puerto Galera. i had fun yesterday and that's what matters.=)

today... this morning we went to SM to buy some stuff for our upcoming visitor this April 29 (so that means i won't be able to write here again for a few days since i'm back on that island called Puerto Galera).. and that visitor is one of the two of my favorite ojisan! Uncle Nagashima..
why my favorite??
> he brought us to Niigata and stayed in an awesome hotel (free of charge)
> he paid for everything (skiing, snowboarding, ofurus, food)
> he gave us the best food Japan could offer..(kobe beef, japanese rice, steak..)
> he let us stay in his oh-so-awesome house back in Tokyo (take note: his bathroom has a TV in front of the tub!)
> he has the cutest dog (dachsund+lucky=cute dog!!)
> we aren't really related to him yet he treats us as family
> he's fun to be with

today.. i have the worst case of dysmenorrhea. it's the first time i've had anything like this. so i feel really bad right now and i'm so grumpy.. so ja matta ne.. or you might get a dose of my dangerously active mood swings..

--mazohyst--
The Rain Leaves A Scar

deCisiOns..dEcisiONs...& FMA SPOILER ALERT!!

2005-04-26T14:30:00.000+08:00

yesterday, i was browsing through this booklet of colleges in the Philippines. as an incoming senior i know i have to pick atleast a "target" school and course for college and i've decided on HRIM (hotel, restaurant and institution management). and i've decided that my "target" school will DLSU-CSB which i heard is one of the best colleges with the course (or maybe UP-Diliman). and they are NON-SECTARIAN! unlike DLSU-Main and AdMU, you have to adapt to their religion instead of them respecting yours, you do not have a choice.. and they follow no dress code unlike, again, DLSU-Main.

Most of AdMU and DLSU's courses do not come to my liking, especially AdMU. The only course, i think, that would be appropriate to my "taste" and liking is the BS-IS major in Japanese in DLSU. But i would also want to be in UST because of the Salinggawi Dance Troupe (i so want to be part of that!!), and there are a lot of my kind there (namely: anime freaks) but i'm not really sure of their accreditations.

it's also the Feast of Unleavened Bread..sounds weird eh?? but it's in our religion where you eat atleast 1 unleavened bread for 7 days as a symbol of sacrifice that you are "stepping out of sin" read it in Exodus 12..it's the 3rd day for this feast

i've decided that Hagane no Renkinjutsushi (Full Metal Alchemist) is now my favorite anime. it has already overpowered my addiction to Yuu Yuu Hakusho. i've also finished watching all 51 episodes of it and... I CRIED...=)

*SPOILER ALERT!!!* for those who haven't watched it..

why did Hughes have to die??? why did Elisia keep on talking during his funeral (she was the partly the cause of my crying)??? why did the kyodai have to be separated?? I HATE ENVY SO MUCH!!!! what the hell happened to Gluttony and Dante?? does Hohenheim have to disappear?? and why can't i be Riza Hawkeye?? she is so lucky!! roy mustang ich lieb dich!!! i don't like the ending.. it's a cliffhanger.. now i can't wait for the OVA release..

ROY MUSTANG

--mazohyst--
鋼の連金術師ーー

cAtcHing Up!!

2005-04-23T11:58:00.000+08:00

i missed 2 days in updating this blog.. what i was up to, its a secret...=) kidding...

last wednesday that was april 20... (that was my 3rd month with my boyfriend... didn't get to greet him on time though..=) ) i hung out at my mom's office to watch them practice for an upcoming performance in puerto galera. it was a filipino folk dance suite and a polynesian suite.. they were kind of fun to watch until i noticed the time.. it was already 8pm! and i was waiting for american idol.. (i'm absolutely addicted to that show) i was freaking out.. you should've seen me.. hehe.. we went home by 10 pm since we still ate at this so-called "Japanese" restaurant "GENKI".. their food sucked.. but i still got to watch idol but i didn't see constantine's performance..T-T.. but Bo Bice rocked it out!! and i received a message from AJ right before i slept.. he was greeting me happy monthsary.. sweet dude..=)

the next day i stayed at home and helped my mom in dubbing the music for their performance.. it was a boring day..
then i watched idol again to see who gets eliminated..and it is one of my bets.. one of the best singers in that competition.. ANWAR ROBINSON!!! i was so shocked.. what is happening to america.. really??

the next day April 22 i was alone at breakfast..almost the whole morning since my younger sister went back to the province with my mom.. then my sister would be coming back form that province too later that day... i spent the whole day watching Hagaren no Renkingutsu shi (FMA--> Full Metal Alchemist) then i got mad at my older sister... (loooong story.. dont need to narrate it.)

and now it's today!!! i don't know what'll happen but i'm going to church an hour from now.. so i need to prepare.. so ja ne..

--mazohyst--
エイジエイは愛してる

uNfruiTfuL daYs...

2005-04-19T19:31:00.000+08:00

this day... i absolutely did nothing fruitful.. and.. realized nothing...

i woke up this morning all grumpy.. i had a little spat with my younger sister.. (she annoys me like hell at times..)
the only thing i did today was watch videos (VCDs and DVDs) of:

1. Italian Job
2. Taxi
3. Hyde- Roentgen Stories
4. L'Arc~en~Ciel Live in Baltimore.. ( i really don't like the song 永遠 (eien))

i was thought about watching Shibuya 7 Days and Grand Cross Tour Conclusion... but i thought i had better things to do.. which i proved myself wrong..=)

i sat infront of this computer for hours just checking the My Neo Universe Forum, playing Guess the Name, Scramble and Friendster, listening to music and printing L'Arc~en~Ciel pics... that was all.. what a very fruitful day ain't it..

then i sat down with my younger sister playing cards ("pataasan" is the game)..

the only good thing i did today was putting plastic cover on our church's new bible hymnal.. and almost completing this 300 jigsaw puzzle of a dog.. (almost since i lost 4 puzzle pieces T-T) =)

this is what you get when you do not have playstation during summer..=)

--xiao--

--mazohyst--

そうさ僕らは。。。世界に一つだけの花

闇を咲いて。。。あふれ出した
光つかみ掲げを。。。

もう一度強く抱きしめて！

心をあの空の下。。。

ヂルアんグレイ
ラルク〜アん〜シエル

uP gRaDe for PreViOus toPic.. (pAhaBoL po!)

2005-04-18T19:00:00.000+08:00

i finally remeber when GAUZE＋ was released!! it was also in 1999 DeGs second album, same year with Mize'rable Gackt's solo debut album...

=)　　闇を咲いてあふれだした。。。
　　　光つかみ掲げよう！

nEw... (but oLd) CdS..=)

2005-04-18T13:20:00.000+08:00

yes their new... but their old.. and by saying old i mean that they're aren't released recently.. they were released like back in 1999 (Gackt's Mize'rable) and GAUZE+ by Dir en Grey which was released i-don't-know when... i just know its an old CD since it has "mazohyst of decadence" (yep.. that's where i got my namesake..=) )...

i also finished almost all of my savings (inside the house) on Full Metal Alchemist DVDs which cost PhP1600 each.. and those are 3 Volumes!!! i dont want to watch the in FILIPINO DUBBING.. they suck..=) and me and my sister's mission is to complete all episodes..(so that means i'll be spending more money..T-T) though i shared part of it with my sister.. i still bought GAUZE+ which wasn't part of what we reserved at Comic Alley.. yes their service and items are improving..they are selling JRock artists!! but the only problem with it with us ORIGINAL =) JRockers..is what if they become mainstream artists and more people knew them in this country.. then they'll be treated like the F4 or something..yechh.. hopefully not.. but we only have one thing to shout to those people "WHERE WERE YOU WHEN THEY NEARLY DISBANDED???!!" hehe..

oh yeah.. something happened earlier this morning..=) my dog had some sticky paper down her chest!! haha!! it was funny and she was sooo.. sticky afterwards.. good thing she already took a bath!!

xiao!!

--mazohyst (of decadence)..=)--

~..... Gackt is cool.. but HYDE IS SO MUCH BETTER..and cuter!~
~ma che'rie~

haPpY haPpy!!!!

2005-04-15T16:10:00.000+08:00

yeah!!!.. i'm happy in my own personal world!!! ha!! i've finally downloaded NEW WORLD by L'Arc en Ciel which is by the way written by yukihiro... and music is made by hyde...!!!! raruku itsumo daisuki!!!!! and i've been listening to it for 20 consecutive times... =) hehe.. im so addicted to it!!

*sings* yami wo saite! afure dashita.. hikari tsukami kakage wo... i'm awakening in the new world..!!! ***
which by the way means : tearing the darkness, swooning... seize the abundance of light... im awakening in the new world!!

yeah!! im so happy again since i got to chat with HIM last night.. i really miss him so much.. and which by the way reminds me... my dad hasn't talked to me about it yet... which by the way causes me to be slightly relieved..=)

hehe...

now all im looking for is Kasou heisei juunana nen (P'Unk en Ciel!) i love Tetsu's voice... which reminds me of my little telebabad session (because there were no 'rents) with macky last night.. MG we were rockin out with raruku's Jiyuu e no Shotai.. we sounded like freaks..=) hehe..

xiao for now...

--mazohyst--

sUrveY.......

2005-04-14T19:15:00.000+08:00

a little survey i took awhile ago.. i hope i got most of it correct!!

how well do you know your boyfriend
Created by gotnomotivation and taken 10 times on bzoink!
What's his full name (including middle)	Anthony James Reyes Guarin
how old is he	14
whens his birthday including year	May 27, 1990
how many siblings does he have	1
what are his siblings names and ages	Francis, 13
whats his favorite color	black..
whats his favorite animal	uhh.. dog
does he live with both his birth parents	his dad's in qatar but he visits
if not who does he live with	lola, his mom..
does he have a job	nope
what school does he go to	my school
what's his eye color	brown
what color hair does he have	black
is his hair long or short	short when i last saw it
what is his biggest turn on	uhhm... i never asked..=)
What attracted you to him	his "caringness"...what a word
What day did you meet	i knew him during elemetary days...
where did you meet	school
how did he ask you out (if more then one time name each time's)	he asked
how many times have you dated in the past	once.. hehe..
when did you start dating (if more then once what days)	feb 14
has he ever cryed in front of you	not yet
does he tell you he loves you	yep
does he ever start the "i love you more" argument	nope
does he apoligize even if you were the wrong one	yep.. never had a fight though..
does he buy you things	yep
does he stick up for you	yep.. except kung nag-aasaran
does he stick up for his family members	sometimes..=)
does he tell you he'd never break up w/ you	yep
do you love him	YEP!
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i think i get some positive results...=) i think i know him enough... and that's good enough for me!=)

cHaLLenGes!!!

2005-04-14T15:42:00.000+08:00

ooookkkk.... my summer isn't all that fun.. im am so bored to bits!!! i hardly see my PC anymore..=(

i usually stay at the province (Puerto Galera, Oriental Mindoro to be exact =) ). i am there.. sort of working.. yep.. my dad opened up this resort just in time before their first business is failing.. < if any one who is reading this has time for vacation.. contact me AT ONCE!! =) its Puerto Nirvana > things happen there.. the system is sooo mixed up.. my dad's relatives are so "feel at home" and parts of it are still under construction.

something also happened last night.. and i'd rather not talk about it...=P =)

and i finally talked to my mom about AJ.. she now knows.. and im just waiting for my dad's reaction...*scary..=)*

a lot of things recently happened.. and a bunch didnt happen *weird noh??* hehe.. well that's it for now..

--mazohyst--

PS... CONSTANTINE MAROULIS IS THE NEXT AMERICAN IDOL... la lang..=)

qUeER eYe...?? jUst a fEEL gO0d poSt...

2005-04-03T12:37:00.000+08:00

i've been so addited to Queer Eye for the Straight Guy lately and that i would reach the point wherein i'd feel really bad if i dont get to watch it within the week...

i love what they do for people and they seem really friendly.. especially last Monday's episode where they helped our kababayan! ehehe.. what they did for Chris Lim was soooooo cool!!! fixing his bedroom, giving him new china, dressing him up for his wedding recepton, arranging his wedding reception, dressing up his wife for the event, giving him a gift for his wife..A DIAMOND NECKLACE... i'm glad that they did it for a Filipino..the fab 5 even thought he was hot..

i hope more shows would be like this.. helping others.. making you a better person.. but i only have one problem about this... i'm not really fond of gays. i know that they are fun to hang out with, their really funny...but i dont feel comfortable with sexually confused people.. if they were straight i think that they would even be cooler..

im not degreading gays its just that i'm not really happy for them.. and this applies to all gays.. i dont want to apply my belief here(talking about religion) but being gay is just so wrong...

as for the fab 5.. more power!!..i just wish you were straight... and so i can legally have a crush on Kyan..=)

"ready...steady...GO!!"??

2005-04-01T20:01:00.000+08:00

it's been a week since i last update my blog.. well i've been helping my parents out at work... I HAVE A SUMMER JOB...

people have been asking me why the title of my blog is "ready...steady..GO!!".. so here are some explanations..

>1st of all i absolutely love L'Arc~en~Ciel... and their song Ready Steady Go is rated as one of their best songs in my list..

READY--->things that i should be aware of.. experiences that i know i'll be experiencing soon and should be ready about.. things that i am not ready for.. anything that requires excessive thinking (i'm over reacting) or anything that needs to be thought about before coming into a conclusion..

STEADY-->things that i am experiencing.. memories that i want to keep track of... the idea of a steady goal...things that i am experiencing now that i want to go on for the rest of my life.. decisions i make that i should live up to

GO!!-----> things that i am ready for.. goals that i intend to go for...anything that i am positive about and appreciate.. things that i am sure of..

so that's just it.. that is my explanation for the title of this blog... it seems like this entry is so useless.. i dont care if you guys won't be reading it..=) xiao!!

go0d bYeS...

2005-03-23T05:15:00.000+08:00

there'll be a lot of people that i'll be missing after what happened after the seniors' graduation yesterday..

i may not be close to most of my seniors but i realized that the next school year is gonna be different without them.. i cried a lot knowing that i'll be missing them.. and i'm not talking only about the seniors but most of the teachers that'll leave.. and i have to thank a lot of you guys... and these are the guys i'll surely miss..

1. Ate Joyce- we haven't been that close during my sophomore year yet we knew each other.. but the Youth Congress changed everything.. i treat her as one of my sisters... a really good friend and a person you can surely trust.. i find it really easy to open up to her.. a smart person, the salutatorian of their batch.. a great musician.. i'll miss you "ate ng bayan"..=)

2. Sir Jeremiah- thanks again to the Youth Congress, i knew him more.. he opens up to me.. and i treat him as a kuya.. though we aren't really THAT close... a dancing partner during the Socials Night.. he opens up to me in giving advice regarding love and friendship.. he also usually tells me his problems... an ACP officer.. i'll miss our trainings.. good luck in Los Banos..=)

3. Sir Joji- not really that close but i'll surely miss the cotillion times.. i usually laugh whenever he becomes my partner for no apparent reason.. also an ACP officer.. i knew him personally because of that.. PROM KING!!!

4. Kuya A-1 - M-A-K-U-L-I-T.. he is so full of stories.. i remember him being a bus mate back then.. and we were really close but now.. not really.. i just see him as an old friend.. we rarely talk but i'll surely miss those times he made me laugh..

5. Kuya Nik- again the Youth Congress made it happen.. uber K-U-L-I-T!! loves touching my ponytail..=) he gives great advice and a surprisingly romantic dude!! he tells me a lot of things.. and he's a good friend.. a good orator.. to hell with your diction..=) hehe.. kidding..

6. T. Edgar- i really didn't realize that i'll miss him that much.. or that i really liked him as a teacher until yesterday.. i usually found his lessons fun but when it came to exams... uhhh... it seems so out of topic..=) but in reality once you get to know him better he is a fun guy to hang out with.. a cool speech choir teacher..=) talented also.. he brought out most of my talents and gave me a chance to show it off... he created EKIRTS but too bad it won't go on without him.. he gives a lot of advice.. i'll miss you!!! goodluck in thailand

7. T. John- though he only became our teacher in world history this year, he is one cool guy... i think he is more of the silent type.. and though i usually get bored with our discussions.. outside the room he seems so different.. i won't forget him dancing during the recognition day... and singing.. haha.. and he's so smart.. in my point of view..

8. T. Jet- oh yeah.. the batch favorite.. should i tell more.. i think most of those who'll be reading this knows what i mean..=) need i say more??=)

there's a hell lot more.. cant name them.. just goodluck to all you guys.. you guys sure made me cry.. i'll miss you a lot.. school won't be the same without you..=) thanks for everything!!!

farewells are just so hard to accomplish ain't it.. you will get hurt one way or another.. but it happens.. that's life..=)

--mazohyst--

MisSinG s0mE0Ne

2005-03-22T07:23:00.000+08:00

have you ever had that feeling that you are so incomplete..

its the end of our school year.. and someone you LOVE left... well not for good..but you can't talk to him or see him during the whole break.. how do you think would a person feel.. particularly..ME.. i'll tell you then..

1. you worry about that person most of the time..
2. you wonder if he ever thinks of you..
3. you feel like you've lost all energy to do things you usually do during vacation
4. you feel like a part of you is lost
5. you wonder... "what if he never comes back?" then you worry...
6. i've had some sleepless nights just thinking about him..

so what do you think? is it hard to love?? through experience.. i dont think so.. even if he's far away.. you know that if he loves you, he won't be taking you for granted even if you dont see each other often... that is if he really really loves you.. and being apart is a test for the both of us if we really love each other.. at least that's my point of view... and i don't intend to change it..

i love you AJ..=) take care..=) i miss you..=)